Today is a terrible day, and the last few have been almost unbearable. I know that a divorce is the right thing to do - I left him in November - and have made the mistake of talking to him a few times - he tells me he wants to work things out...then turns around and won't speak to me..I have already caught him talking to at least 3 women, that I know of. I am sure there are more. All I want is to not cry...all I want is to feel good about myself. Most of all, all I want is to get over him once and for all and find strength.