Today

Not sure what led up to this day. My three daughters and six grandchildren do not want or need me. My mother is driving me crazy because she reminds of it daily. How horrible they are treating me, I don't deserve it, I was such a good mother, she will talk to them etc. I am trying to let them go...even if my heart is breaking. I wish they would call and yell at me, swear at me, something. There has been slander and lies from my only sibling, my younger sister and my girls step-mother. They are best friends and with me out of the picture, I guess they have more time with my girls. When my grandchildren were small, I watched them while my daughters worked. I was good enough then. When I divorced and lost my home and gave them all furniture, my spa, well anything they wanted, I was good enough then. Now they tell everyone who will listen how horrible their childhood was. Why would they trust me with their babies day in and day out, if I was so horrible. It has been two years since they have "dumped" me. Birthdays and holidays are empty without them. I have a 17 year old son who is my everything and they even "dumped" him. He does not understand why his family ignores him on his birthday and holidays.