I'm going to copy and paste all my journal entries to my computer. I'm done with this site. I figured out how to make them private, but having to come back here to write them, I find people responding to me. I'm not a charity case. I don't need help. I'm helping myself. May not be to the same place as everybody else, but everybody has their journey. If you were offended by anything I said. I don't care. I honestly don't. People keep speaking of being wrong or right. I'm glad your wrongs and rights are right for you, but I am a person of freewill. Nobody decides for me who I am, what I'm worth or anything else.
I'm glad you guys believe that you can change how I think or how I feel about myself, but you can't. No medication has worked. As I told somebody earlier. There is literally no medication left for me to take. I have literally taken them all. I still felt 100% the same way. I just saw it much more clearly. I have done every radical therapy. I even put my all into it and posed to myself as well as other people posing to me, any solution to my problem. While many were interesting, they mostly just reinforced that I should not have my own opinion and I should let others decide my worth. Well. That would mean to be "normal" I would have to care what people thought and embrace their feelings as my own. The problem is, I can't agree with other people'so assessment of me. Probably because I see things in an unbiased manner and have my own experiences with life and with myself.
Long story short. I'm gone. Sorry I even joined the site. It was careless and further enforces the crap I don't care to either spread or recieve. I would rather be left alone and this site has made that hard. So I'm leaving it much to the dismay or delight of many people. Either way. I don't care.
I'm glad you guys believe that you can change how I think or how I feel about myself, but you can't. No medication has worked. As I told somebody earlier. There is literally no medication left for me to take. I have literally taken them all. I still felt 100% the same way. I just saw it much more clearly. I have done every radical therapy. I even put my all into it and posed to myself as well as other people posing to me, any solution to my problem. While many were interesting, they mostly just reinforced that I should not have my own opinion and I should let others decide my worth. Well. That would mean to be "normal" I would have to care what people thought and embrace their feelings as my own. The problem is, I can't agree with other people'so assessment of me. Probably because I see things in an unbiased manner and have my own experiences with life and with myself.
Long story short. I'm gone. Sorry I even joined the site. It was careless and further enforces the crap I don't care to either spread or recieve. I would rather be left alone and this site has made that hard. So I'm leaving it much to the dismay or delight of many people. Either way. I don't care.
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I came across this on the member journals. You still haven\'t set iit private when you write a jourmal just ensure you tick the just friends box changing your profile aswell helps, but ensuring ticki g the box so your friends or the me only.ensures journal is private.
I wouldnt want my journals around.ds either so I thought it may be able to help you sort that out and ignore,people write what you want in your journals. Its your journal tell them to f off lol
Hope you sort your.privacy for your journal out. Some people just do it not.bcause your a charity case because we are.all suffering depression and can relate
The people writing to you are not dispensing charity. We are all suffering here. We know the anguish and are trying to help each other through, and maybe past. If you look into the people writing to you you will discover all kinds of colorful hells in their past and present lives.