Day 4

hi everyone it is day 4 for me after my 60 day relapse. i am hoping to go longer than i did before as these changes should help me reach my goal. i will go on  here everyday, update it and it will become a constant. i wrote my triggers out and excatky how to stop myself before even getting there or the thought enters my mind. to know what does trigger me and i do know them and how to avoid it i just have to stay true to my word. i also want yo help others, show them what i can achieve, give hope to others. i want to stop living a second life with secrets, and see the number on the goal meter go down. will update  everyday from now on no matter how small since i have motivitation in my thoughts as well, not neccessary to write everything down. will reach my path to freedom starting now for sure.