Day 4

Second day without a babysitter.  Was woke up 4 times last night by my son while he was playing on xbox. The sleeping pills are starting not to work as good.  I have woken up every night this week, in the middle of the night for one reason or the other (food, drink, noises, ect..) It is 7 am and my body feels like it has been ran over by a train.  Looking through my eyes, it is like blurred clouds.  I have found someone to talk to.....my lab dog(Coda).  It seems to have a smoothing effect on both of us, and at least he does not judge me or talk back.  More to come later today.

Day is almost over. 9 hours since post this morning. Day has flown by, I had a few of stress free moments on the xbox playing Destiny. I have meet a few new players that seem to be fun to play with. I have stayed in my room most of the day, it is quite in there and I dont have to think about everything going on outside