Saturday

Have had a really nice day today, my friend came round with her kids so we just sat and chatted while the kids basically trashed the house!! Ah well whats a bit of tidying up!!I had some other friends over last night for a drink so that was really nice. Am beginning to realise that I am not alone, I have got lots of friends but its just working stops me being able to see them as much as I'd like, hence when I start to feel down I feel really alone and like nobody cares about me, but its just that normally i have no time on a weekly basis to keep up with everyone, thats hard really , I really dont want to go back to the way I was and I never want to feel so desperate again but I need a job and need to be earning, I could go round in this circle for quite a while. Life is very different when you are feeling well and dont have the pressure of work, its actually quite pleasant I am just starting to realise that, how sad!!am busy all day with my kids tomorrow, so will catch up again when I can.