Alone

I am feeling very alone today. At the urging of close friends, I took a trip to visit them on the ocean. It was good to visit with them, but anywhere we went, I would think how my wife enjoyed these people and this place, I came home to an empty house again and realized no one is here for me. Our children are scattered and a distance away. I have no siblings or other close relatives so my support group is tiny. I am healthy and financially OK , but have no one to share my feelings or pleasures or meals or life with. I know it has only 3 months since she passed, but I suffer evert day. The only thought that keeps me moving ahead is that she is no longer suffering from that dreaded breast cancer and is in a much better place.