WHY?

      Why do people lie to themselves? Why do you lie to yourself? Do you?     Why do you keep telling someone you like them when you just can't stand the person, or you could just care less?     If you're going to lie to someone and reply to their feelings you should be sincere about yours, otherwise, just get the hell out of their lives!      And I mean it! I am tired of wondering if people are really sincere with their feelings or they just like to play the good samaritan. Specially if that happens between bipolars or group of people in any other disability or condition, whatever it is, we should be true to ourselves.     So please, if you don't really like me, don't waist your time, don't waist my time! Please, don't ever talk to me again. Don't try to support me, don't try to make me feel better, don't feel sorry for me, don't have any feelings towards me.    Please, take my advice and from this moment on forget I exist. And don't worry, you won't hear from me.     But, I am going to repeat, one more time. Take this very seriously. I am begging you to move on with your life and be sincere with your feelings and if you haven't been lately, now it's time to start.    If you don't like me, don't worry, you don't have to deal with me.    Do me that favor.    I know I keep repeating the same thing over and over again but it's because I really want people to get it. It really seems they don't because I still have fake people around me.    I am just fed up!