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Two days ago my son came out of his room where he had been on Facebook. He informed me that one of my brother's 21 year old twins had died. This is my baby brother. I scrambled to find his wife's number on my phone..not there. Thank God I was prompted to charge my old phone the day before for no apparent reason. The number was there. I called and she was so thankful. She had been calling my old number..she did not want ME to see it on social media. Craziness, I tell you. Who thinks about someone else at a time like that..my sister in law, that's who!  My brother had said, Lauri, call Lauri, she knows what this is like. 
Please pray for the autopsy results to be accidental death. Suicide is a whole different dimension to childloss. 
I am grateful, so very grateful, that God in His infinite wisdom, saw fit to make me go first on this journey. I wish it had stopped at my door, but it was not to be. Please pray for my brother and his family.