Today...

Today, it is a year since I last spoke with my son one on one...he was angry at me and said some really horrible things that just keep going over and over in my head...I know that he didn't mean it, he was just trying to get by.

Today, my husband invited me to move out if I didn't like how he was ignoring me...

Today, I cancelled a massage because I couldn't see through the tears to drive.

Today, I found a single white feather when I opened my washing machine...thank you Patrick..I needed that!

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Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

Oh, Lauri... Feeling the heaviness of your heart in reading this and understand that you must sort through all of it as you are. Deepest of sighs...

Thank goodness for those beautiful signs from our children and Patrick knows his mother\'s heart.

I\'m so sorry that this is such a raw and rough time.

With you and caring~

Gentle hugs,
XO Joanie
saltwatercowgirl
saltwatercowgirl

Lauri....My heart is hurting with you! Sometimes there doesn\'t seem to be one thing that is \"right\" in our lives and then a sign from Patrick. I am so sorry....just know I\'m with you in spirit - crying out to God on your behalf. Much love - Vicki
NoraMc
NoraMc

oh my..... my eyes leak for you and with you... so sorry............
laurim45
laurim45

Thank you ladies for taking the time to lift me up...I made it through the day. Thank you God!
donnasd
donnasd

Lauri,
My heart aches for you because of what happened. Glad you made it thru the day...I hope things get better soon.
Hugs,
Donna
CFMOM2
CFMOM2

Hugs and peace, Kathy
annsullivan
annsullivan

Love those winks from our kids...letting us know they are still near. Glad you made it through this rough day. Hugs, Ann
Missinglisa
Missinglisa

I am so sorry I missed this journal.
What a blessing that Patrick came by to say Hi!
No matter how much that we know our kids love us, and that words said in haste are not meant, it hurts. Just know that you are not alone on this rocky road.
Love and hugs,
Marlene
Praying that