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2133 uk time;05/05/09Hello!I know it's been a while since i last entered in my journal.I'm still here!though things have been difficult for me to visit this site bec of technical problems(don't know if other's experience this too) and time constraints...we've moved to a new place,new company,a lot of things to learn and many others.somehow these new events have been helping me cope with my grief.i noticed i seldom cry now,i am able to talk openly now about my brother's unfortunate fate without tears coming from my eyes.HAVE I COME TO THE POINT OF ACCEPTANCE? I still don't know.because sometimes i still hang in that hope that one day a miracle will happen that he might just turn up.especially that we've found out his passport wasn't found on his belongings.I don't know....we just hope he's still alive.I still dream about him coming back...I hope everyone is hanging in there too with hope that we will all get through the grief of losing our loved ones.we just need to be patient.here's an exerpt from a book i read by Dr. Brian Weiss:(from the Poet Master)-"Patience and timing-everything comes when it must come.Life cannot be rushed,cannot be worked or scheduled as so many people want it to be.We must accept what comes to us at a given time and not to ask for more.But life is endless so we never die.we were never really born.we just pass through phases.there is no end.humans have many dimensions.but TIME IS NOT WE SEE TIME, BUT RATHER IN LESSONS THAT ARE LEARNED."
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