i didn't go to work today because i just feel emotionally drained.can'tstop crying last night because my uncle has passed away.i was still hoping that i can speak with him bec. they said the other day that he was just waiting but able to speak to but when i calledmy aunt was alredy crying so there you go can't say anything anymore but cry...cry...cry too.i didn't get out of my bed til about 6 pm(england time) i'd like only to sleep and sleep and sleep at least until i feel better when i wake up but i realize when would that be?a friend called and insisting to cme and see me even though i didn't want to because she gathered that i didn't go to work and she was surprised bec she thought i was already ok.i thought i was too!!that's why i feel frustrated too about all these things.i should be getting used to it by now,shouldn't I?