i didn't go to work today because i just feel emotionally drained.can'tstop crying last night because my uncle has passed away.i was still hoping that i can speak with him bec. they said the other day that he was just waiting but able to speak to but when i calledmy aunt was alredy crying so there you go can't say anything anymore but cry...cry...cry too.i didn't get out of my bed til about 6 pm(england time) i'd like only to sleep and sleep and sleep at least until i feel better when i wake up but i realize when would that be?a friend called and insisting to cme and see me even though i didn't want to because she gathered that i didn't go to work and she was surprised bec she thought i was already ok.i thought i was too!!that's why i feel frustrated too about all these things.i should be getting used to it by now,shouldn't I?
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cristy, we never get used to the grief or pain of loosing someone we love. That is because we are sril of this earth, this world. Someday when we aare of God\'d world. we will understand it all. Our eyes will be open and our hearts. We will then be with God, and know his secrets, and we will feel none of the pain we do now. It is hard to look at it that way now. I understand because my arms and heart ache to hold my children who are passed away. I am 55 yr. old. I have lost my father, my best friend, and my only 2 children. I am no more used to it than you are. And I probably never will be. I will just learn to live with the pain and go day by day, and do what I can, and somedays what I can dddddo is VERY LITTLE!My prayers and thoughts are with you. You are not alone. People like me that have hurt and griefand pain just like you, care about you and understand you. We are sisteres and brothers in grief. Love and prayers.Peggy