Bad news

Felling a little sad today and I learned that my mom's metastatic Neuroendocrine cancer is spreading quite aggressively. This week is particularly difficult as I realize that this will probably her last mothers day with us.
She did have the MEN1 gene testing done but the results are not back yet. 
I hope it i negative -- but if + will be tested myself as I fear for my 2 children and want them to have regular screenings.