Friday

Haven't  made a journal entry in awhile thought it i wrote some of my thought s i'd feel better. Called the rheumy couple of weeks ago about the pain and he put me on prednisone blast, by the time i tapered off pain was back. Today woke up and could hardly move my right elbow it felt like it was broke. The fatigue is awful, slept till 9 this morning when in for a nap at 1 got up at 5 and after this entry i think i'm going back to bed. Need to go back to work looks like i won't qualify for disability . its gonna be hard to find work while dealing with pain and being so dam tired. Gonna call rheumy Monday and see if he'll up the enbrel to 50mgs and give me a new brace for the elbow. Oh well