So my self esteem has kind of taken a vacation lately. Its not here... I don't think it has been for a while. Lately I feel so ugly, fat, and disgusting.... I feel undesirable and unwanted, and lonely... Its amazing how even with people around all the time, I still feel so alone.... Anyway... here's my log  foodcoffee 100mama's chilli 4002 pieces candy 1302 G2s    100sushi 650cereal 260 1640  exercise 10 min warm up treadmill 3mph 8 inclineleg press, leg curls, leg extensions, hip adduction, hip abduction, ab twisties