day 24

So I never made it back thursday for my stats... wish I could tell ya why, but I don't remember that far back So, I have this problem... my boyfriend and I live together. I cannot have sweets in the house because if I do, I eat them. As soon as I take one bite, I'm SCREWED! I prefer not to take that bite, or if I do, I make sure I ONLY have a single serving so that I can't get into trouble. Well, Mike has to have dessert EVERY night!! AGH F%$^%$*! We were without sweets in the house for a few weeks (nice weeks...) and Mike went on a junk food CRAZE. I mean he bought girl scout cookies (F&@#$!!!), ice cream (not tooo big of a deal, but still F$%^#!!!), a danish pastry thingy (wish I haven't eaten ANY of ) Its a baaaaaaad thing!!!! Its terrible. I'm seriously a junk food addict. If its in the house, its all I think about sometimes (oooh, I totally want that ___, but I shouldn't eat the ___, but a little bit of ____ won't hurt, but I can't eat just a little bit of ___) see my point? My solution is to NOT have it in the house. I have spoken to him about this. When all of this crap is out of the house I am going to tell him if he wants something that he is going to have to go out and buy it! He told me "well, you can have it in moderation" First of all,  MODERATION IS FOR THE WEAK!!! BALLS TO THE WALL BABY!! and second of all, I can have things in moderation when I AM NOT FAT! Oy... don't even want to think about my calories today *sigh* back to tracking tomorrow................