ZERO ZERO PAIN PILLS!!!  YEAH.. I was in pain but I did it.  It was being with Cindy. Prayer group inthe middle of the day.  Spiritual practice in a group ...I need to figure that out.  Cindy is rare - she goes back to Bandladesh soon.  Most people are freaked out by my illnesses and I can't be honest so prayer "group" is inauthentic for me - which is stressful which makes things worse.  But being with her...was magic.  To be listened to... just magic. 7/27/ ZERO pain pills