Yesterday was hell.  I pulled it together for Carol's visit.  We became friends about 40 years ago.  She was first diagnosed wtih diabetes and we did that together, learning how to deal with the disease.  She is a missionary - super christian - but she didn't push it too hard.  I'm pretty God centered too but in a very different way.  I took vicodin ALL DAY LONG and lots of it.  Half a pill at a time but about every two hours.  I drank caffiene to make the visit and as always the stiumulation of curiousity made it easy to ignore that I have a body. 6/17 four vicodin6/18 eight vicodin, zofran, imitrex