I started with ice and I made it to two without vicodin. I finally had to take something to get to the grocery store and walk lucy. but that's not bad. Then the evening. Movie time Two before and one during. I almost had to take one to sleep but I took a valium instead. If I can get to sleep before it starts.... I also needed the valium because my emotions were very very weird. The movied made me cry and then I went mean/defensive. I managed but barely. After sex I was calm but the pain popped me back into alert...so I just took the damn thing. 2/25 four vicodin one valium
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hey exdiva, just came by to see how you were doing...hey, don\'t beat up on yourself...for taking the damn thing, when you have terrible physical pain, you have to do what you have to do..my daughter got into a bad car accident a month and 1 week ago, she broke her back and was in the hospital for 8 days...she had 7 and 1/2 hour back surgery..she has an 24 inch incision down her back, also she broke her shoulder, her arm, 3 ribs, and had some lacerations...she almost lost her toe...anyway, her back was the most concerning..she went to the rehab hospital after for 2 weeks, now she is home, staying with my mom, because my mom has a big shower they can fit the shower chair and has a hand held shower head....also more room than i have here..but she is still in terrible pain, is on a few pain meds and ativan...but still cries out in pain ...so i can really relate to how it is to be in pain exdiva, just seeing her crying , and weeping from pain, makes me wish it was me and not her...anyway, i am thinking of you and send you a big hug...love, maggie