Another good day.  I was bused by day's end and had to take a vicodin to make one more party.  But when I'm feeling well, I'll be glad to have met new people. 12/26 one vicodin.  Mild headache in the a.m. (trazodone side effect)  Pain in the a.m. still but not too bad 12/27 no headache no ibuprofen needed this morning  the side effects are going away and the Trazodone still works.  I'm not getting up at 5 - but I think it was the headache that was getting me up that early.  Plus I've gone to bed deadass tired, when everything slows donw again I may start getting up earlier.  I can't believe the change.  I'm excited to be alive for the first time in years.  No wishing death could hurry up.  No calculating how many years left to go.