Almost made a whole day without vicodin.  Ended up taking one because I was so miserable when I finally went to bed.  I went shopping from 6-8 and I think the standing just hurt my  back too much.  BUT...I'm still better.  Feeling energy all day.  No naps.  Still nauseous at times but not barfing.   My main challenge is mental.  I don't know what I want to do.  It's hard to pick a path.  And I need a path for calmness.  Open endedness is not calming to me.