NO VICODIN again!  A very good day yesterday. Slept in a bit.  I'm sort of depressed.  I usually have a big monster goal and I can't get excited about much.  I'm writing the novel...slowly.  But I feel like the traveling to make a novel successful (book tours - with NO PAY) will be worse than travel to speak ($5K)...so ...why would I want to publish fiction?  Seems counterproductive.