I went to the doctor started their diary and then decided I'd just keep my own going here on the website.  I feel less alone that way.  He upped my supplements by two (2 of two a day).  added Flucosalone (fungus fighter) upped thyroid to 75, doubled Acyclovir and made it three times a day, added a cortisol replacement....and did $1500 of blood tests.   I dealt okay, but by Saturday I was goin g downhill fast.  Migraine and the whole body pain thing.  I was MISERABLE for two straight days.  This is the first day I made it without a vicodin and I"m bone tired but I've done the basics to make it through the day.  I want something to eat - something nurturing because ...well because I'm fucking miserable.  I can't go in the sun.  My mother insists on sitting out on my porch when I can't.  She must not have a clue how jealous I am to just walk outside and sit.  I'm ging to be okay financially - and I try to think of something cool to buy - a goal or something but I got nothin.