Yesterday was really hard.  I went back to bed at 11, got up at 2...finally took a vicodin at 4 so I could walk the dog and buy breakfast stuff for Sunday School (my turn).  I slept until some noise (a phone?) woke me up and I could feel the racing thoughts begin.  I tried cereal, nope, then valium.  I may just start skipping the cereal - I'll get fat for no reason.  It doesn't work anymore. I thought about another half at 6, but toughed it out, until 7:30 and took another vicodin. I hurt now.  But coffee and distraction is working.  I did however stock up for my purse.  I have to serve lunch and if I get the coma or the pain I can't do it.