Bad doctor experience on Friday - I took two days to get over it.  He got in my face and sneered, "Get this straight I am NOT writing you long term prescriptions for narcotics."  I didn't ask him to.  I disagreed that it was illegal - big mistake.  But I had already accepted his idea to monitor me on a bi-monthly basis.  It was my calling him on the DEA law - that doesn't exist that pissed him off.  He first threatened to make me find another doctor, then he stormed out.  Later after I had come out to reception and asked if he was coming back or not - he completely changed persona - I rolled on my belly to placate his ego.  Said "I was wrong and you were right" and I apologized.  He didn't.  I don't know if he will be a long term resource or not.  Sometimes when you survive bullshit it makes you stronger.  I dunno. Anyway he gave me a double script for 3 months...which is the SAME as a 6 month script that I wanted in the first place.  so...wha' the hell was the fuss about?  Who knows maybe he had a bad day.  Anyway, I survived it - laid low for two days.  Cancelled Sat night to stay home.  Cancelled Monday with Randy - Not going to the party tonight.  Mom thinks I should I can tell - but she's dealing with the idea that this is a real disease.  One thing is certain she is 100% committed to a good relationship.  That's all anyone can ever ask. I had full acupuncture treatment yesterday - I was woozy the rest of the day but I feel good now.  I feel great actually.  Dad has been reading about FM and has gone to get supplements, supplied me with Celebrex, and is coming over to take me to get more supplements this morning.  It feels so good not to be in this alone anymore. I will have to amend my treatment plan