There is no one to talk to.  Everyone thinks I'm invincible - well, because I led them to think I'm invincible.  Turns out I'm not.  I was pushing my body too hard.If one more person tells me to think optimistically I'll shoot them between the eyes.  I know all about that.  THAT is how I ignored my symptoms for so long ...continuing to push my body past limitations that a normal person (i.e. non-narcisistic) would have read as "time to relax" messages.  So first step is admit I'm "vincible" (have to look that up) the opposite of in-vincible.  Second step is ask for help.  That's why I'm here.  To help and be helped.  I have finally convinced my family that I'm sick - but they are VERY uncomfortable with weakness/sickness so they change the subject.