Not sure where to start , or come to that whether I should start at all. In all honesty I feel I have little to say and less to moan about compared to many . Certainly, based on what i've read in here , in the near 48 hours i've been  a member  I really should shut up and go somewhee quiet and be grateful for small mercies .That said. I'm still writing, which may go someway to show that  i'm doing a great impression of a swan gliding effortlessly along whilst paddling like hell . Perhaps it's an off day  i've had them before (who hasn't?) but when they get you they get you and right now i'm surrounded by my fantastic kids on a great day and i'm soooooooooooo peed off frustrated  why is that ???? .................................. Anyway time to press on