Guys

Woke up from a wonderful dream last night that he had left her and was with me. Then woke up and remembered he chose her and left me with nothing. It makes the pain come shooting back. It feels like a knife in my heart. Then on top of that some kid I met once on Facebook has been messaging me repeatedly even when I always ignore him. He sent me a message saying "Do me Rochelle, im so attracted to you"..like seriously? First off he can't even spell my name right. Its Rachelle, like its right there wouldn't he notice? And second off Im not some cheap whore that sleeps with everyone. Come on seriously.. thats disgusting. Are all guys so low cause thats all I seem to run into.. Isn't there any people left out there that care about more then sex? I want so much more than that. I want someone for once in my life that loves me as much as I love them.