Day 10

My BMI is down again!  Itty Bitty bit, but it is down.  Every little bit counts.  At this rate I should be 140 lbs by my 50th birthday!   I need to exercise more but feel so busy in the am and so damn tired in the pm. I have an appointment Friday with the pain clinic, yee ha.  Hope to learn better ways of coping, things to do.  Worse is my job, the lights are freakin killing me again.  Here I sit dodging the papparazzi, I look like a nut.  Don't care, head is splitting, feeling hate and discontent.I hope to get tomorrow off so I can get the guest room ready for my daughter and son-in-law.  Am so excited they are moving back, can't stand it!  I just emailed my boss.....again.  I've 3 hours to go, would be nice to know if I'm working tomorrow or not.  My guest room is my room, my sanctuary in the making.  I now have to sleep with my husband, which I have done for a couple of decades, just not the last couple of years.  It is hard sometimes to get comfortable, or I'd just get to sleep and he'd wake me up (accidently), I'd be in pain and not able to get back to sleep....etc.  We also work different shifts.  I get up at 4am and he gets off work at 11pm.  At first he pitched a fit, now I know he knows we both get better rest.  Love to have daughter and grandson back in town, hope they get a place soon!