today is got to be one of the worst days i have ever had i have cried and cried for the past few hours it seems my life is a messlots of people are trying to help especially lonelylee and i really appreciate it i know im a physco and im not denying that but the worst part of it is that im messing up my brother and sisters lives and i cant do it anymorei need medical help and i wil admit that but i have not got the guts to do it on my ownself harm is my way out
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aww... hun... i know its hard but u NEED 2 get help... talk 2 ur parents... or a teacher or sum1... think about how good u can feel... u might not get better without the proper help... but with help, u can b happy again... (((((((((((HUGS))))))))))
here for you honey i\'m always on and off here x ideally you need to see ur doc til then here for u!
please hang in there, you are not wrecking anyones life, your brother and sister need you.
Self harm is your way of asking for help without having to say so. I agree with catlover, your siblings love you and it would destroy them if you weren\'t around. No, it wouldn\'t be easier for them, it would hurt them deeply and forever. I can\'t tell you how much my own life has gotten better after getting help. Don\'t make the same mistake I did, live for 40 years because you can handle it. Feel that hurt and be miserable because your too embarrassed to come forward with your medical issues.
Yes, this is a medical issue, just like any other physical one. If you had diabetes, you would go to a doctor and take care of it. This is nothing different than that. Your not psycho, you have a medical condition that is manageable. You are a sweet, beautiful young girl who needs help.
Do take care of yourself.
your right it is my way of asking fro help doing well though have not done it in about 3 weeks