today
today i find myself wondering just how long thing will go the way they are going.is my loyalty going in the wrong direction? how long can i keep trying? will there be a time when i will be happy again? so many questions and no answers. do i keep struggling while i keep sinking in quicksand?
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i am trying to improve my life but it seems there is always something holding me back . sometimes it seems i would be better off alone but i dont want to turn my back on my marriage, but i feel that it is one sided not a 50/50 relationship.
I know the feeling. I\'m starting to feel like he\'s dragging me down with him, and I don\'t know how to climb back up.
My husband dragged me down chewed me up and spit me out .
its been 8 months since he left i was replaced one month later. After waiting for him for almost 3 years, sleeping with me and someone else at the same time uggggg :( It hurts days can be hard ,painful but keep your focus and if you strive for a bester life you will have one. SOME DAYS I HAVE TO TURN JOYCE MEYER ON OR JUST KEEP SAYING IT WIL GET BETTER and some days they are they really are and I believe that God will give me better day\'s to come and i trust Him but there are still day\'s when I\'m so sad it feels like it hurts to walk. I just filed divorce Friday. I don\'t want a Divorce but I he\'s done so much wrong and doesn\'t love
i guess its bad when your in a place called paradise and yet i am still alone.