Today is Sunday and I am just OK I dont feel bad I dont feel good its so so. Im not dealing well with thing as of late tring to work on that myself. I love all my messages from here its great Thank You All.  I wantted to answer a few questions Ive been asked....I was diagnoced BP Like 10 years ago Although I was definately BP when I was 17 and on... But I was just given drugs at random  here and there you know what I mean.My bf is great treats me like a king I know he loves me he shows it Im very lucky....plus OMG hes hot too...lol  He trys hard to understand my problems but its hard for someone not in our shoes to get us ..you know?The Weddinhg plans are going well too. We have everything done but picking the photographer and the cake We are doing our own center pieces for the tables 20 of them we arent done with those yet.  We are having lavander off white and Black as the colors. We have ordered the dresses for my kids...grooms maids..lol...Our suits arived they are great ..London trench Coats...gaberdine mines off white his is black with a off white vest I love the suits too.  We have to have our tux's fitted for the cruise we have 2 formal nights 1 we are wearing our wedding suits the other tuxs. we are going to Jamacia, Ochos Rios, Camon Islands,  Haiti, and Cozumel Mexico......OMG Im sooooo excited. only thing I cant take my dog and he gets sad when im not home.Well Im neglecting my man so I need to end this entry...More later

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sounds elegant
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Its gonna be a \"GAY\" event....lol