GOOD MORNING WORLD....  Well I made it thru the night with no bad dreams.  But as usual I ended up hurting my bf's feelings or made him think I wasnt trusting him.  He was on his  blackberry internet  in bed I went in feling well.... he wouldnt let me take it from him and I said needing to say bye to someone...I wasnt meaning it in a not trust way I was just upset because he didnt respond as quick as I wanted.  I tried to explain but dont think it got thru.  Why do I always spit out stuff before I think about it?                             When He Is Neer His brown eyes and cinnamon skin have me captivatedeverytime I see him I am willing to give him all for him- to give all to him.He has my heart and he owns my body, my soul is his.When he is near there is nothing else -All I see is him and all I want him to see is me.I dream of his body and how it feels against mine. I could drown in his arms, I could melt from his touch.The sensation I get just from the thought of him takes me to a place so high I never want to come down.When we are together everything else disappears and he is my only reality.Nothing else matters.