Well today is ok so far I took my youngest back to her campus so the house is quieter. I have been feeling odd lately I keep thinking odd shit and I feel like I could be slipping back a bit. I have not been in the hospital now for over a year Im in a new relationship and Im not surrounded by stress. why would i get bad again I am worried about my daughter and her posible bipolar. My partner I know he is going to stand by me but hes not seen a true episode yet I dont know what he will do how he will handle it. He says he understands bipolar but I think he views it as more of a controlable mood thing like i can make it go away by breathing thru it. Im worried today and as I sit here and type this Im starting to feel more fear and ....ill stop so I can think then re enter a jurnal entry.
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Well today is ok so far I took my youngest back to her campus so the house is quieter. I have been feeling odd lately I keep thinking odd shit and I feel like I could be slipping back a bit. I have not been in the hospital now for over a year Im in a new relationship and Im not surrounded by stress. why would i get bad again I am worried about my daughter and her posible bipolar. My partner I know he is going to stand by me but hes not seen a true episode yet I dont know what he will do how he will handle it. He says he understands bipolar but I think he views it as more of a controlable mood thing like i can make it go away by breathing thru it. Im worried today and as I sit here and type this Im starting to feel more fear and ....ill stop so I can think then re enter a jurnal entry.