Today was a very sad day, I had to put one of my favorite dogs to sleep. She was fine a few days ago and boom! next thing she is throwing up and won't eat. She got a bug that infected her kidneys and shut them down. You really don't know just how hard it is untill you come to the decision to put them to sleep with digniy or be selfish and keep them around for a few morr days in pain. I chose to give her dignity and loose a wonderful friend whom I have come to love over the last few years. Hell I loved her more than my W for gods sake. I know that sounds wierd but she gave me unconditional love and I gave it back to her. I will miss her soo much, you never know what every day will bring....Sucks but as they say life goes on..just a little more painful for a while.  Sorry for the pitty party...