I have been on a rollercoaster form hell with my wife, I just seem to accept it when I go down again, yesterday was one of those days. I hit rock bottom about 3pm and slowly came back, went out for a drive by myself and just wandered around trying to collect my thoughts. Finally came home and we started talking again, this is alot more than I bargained for..I know pitty party I'm not the one with bp. Sometimes I feel like I am in the relationship by myself, oh well another day another .50. have to go to work. Thanks for those who I have been talking with I will make it through this just very hard right now.