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I'm feeling pretty empty these days. I just want to go home, crawl under the comforter, and sleep. If I was alone, that's what I would do. But I don't want to upset Matt.
I want to thank all of you for being there. I know that I just joined this website recently, but I can't tell you how much your hugs and thoughts help me through my days. It helps knowing that there are other people who hurt as I do, who miss their fur babies as much as I miss my dear Juno. He died on September 5th, and it feels like a lifetime ago. Sometimes I think, "I will really never, never see him again..." ....until hopefully, when I too join him in heaven. I hope that's the case. I hope he is there waiting for me. In the meantime, though....while I'm on this earth...that thought is just too much sometimes. I don't know why it hasn't fully sunk in yet, or why it's just starting to.
I want to thank all of you for being there. I know that I just joined this website recently, but I can't tell you how much your hugs and thoughts help me through my days. It helps knowing that there are other people who hurt as I do, who miss their fur babies as much as I miss my dear Juno. He died on September 5th, and it feels like a lifetime ago. Sometimes I think, "I will really never, never see him again..." ....until hopefully, when I too join him in heaven. I hope that's the case. I hope he is there waiting for me. In the meantime, though....while I'm on this earth...that thought is just too much sometimes. I don't know why it hasn't fully sunk in yet, or why it's just starting to.
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Oh my Kristin, believe me when I say that we all have those exact same feelings. I have said all of those things to myself. My Hubby would always ask me if I\'m okay and I would lie just so I wouldn\'t have to say it and have him say something or ignore it completely. This site has definitely been a God send. I count all of you as friends. I wish nothing but the best for you all. Praying that peace comes to you sooner than later.
i really know how you feel,i feel the same when i think of never seeing clay for the rest of my life,its just too hard to bear.i am empty too and would also like to give up and crawl under a duvet forever but i have my 2 children,only for them i don\'t know how i\'d go on.everything i do now is for them.i suppose we have to just take it 1 day at a time and not be thinking \"the rest of my life\" thoughts.i am one to give advice,i can\'t even take my own.going through a rough time right now,i think with xmas and 6 month annivarsary coming up its just tough for me.we have to keep going on for the ones we love,and life has to go on,we can\'t just give up.at least coming on here we know were not alone,and have each other and understand what we are all going through.i pray i meet my clay again someday,it has to be so,this just can\'t be the end.i miss him so.hugs to you xx
Hugs to you both. Thank you for understanding. The holidays ARE tough; they bring up so much! : /