my day

i went to a meeting this morning with the mental health team with my daughter, i was so happy because finally people are starting to see her problems and listen to us about it, so now we hopefully will get help for her, i spent 2 hours with her after the meeting just chilling, listening to videos on youtube and painting her nails and playing a board game. very good tim. she started her new school on monday and really likes it and sounds like she is happy living there, that makes me happy :) and on monday i will see my doctor and will ask him to apply for me on an mental ward to get help, it's open  and i will get help with my mind and body, hope i will get it....., and i'm very proud of myself, yesterday i was getting all manic and starting to shake, and i was able to calm my mind and body and my mania and anxiaty went away