Today has been a good day. I have been good to day i even went to the after hours clinic to get a priskipture ( dont know how to write it.) I needed my Spasmerin. And the bad flu is going on right know and somebody threw up in the elevatior and i did not freak out. I'm so happy with my self. And also today is the national  day for wifes and girlfriends. And my hubby has been extra nice to me. He wrote me a beautyful letter and got what i liked for dinner. And he has been extra sweet to me. And my girl has been very good today. So i have not been worrieing to much today. Hardly anything. I like this site a lot, it has been helping me very much. I don't feel so alone and i feel understood. That is a good feeling.