Dear journal, this is my very first entry, today i am unsure and uncertain about things in my life, mainly my boardem with nothing much to do. I miss my grand children dearly and can't wait to play and talk with them.Sometimes i look at them and wonder, if life will be much different for them, they sure got a long way to go.Goals now that's a different topic, i have goals about meeting new friend, getting a job just to mention a few.In the past it has always been family first, now they have grown and have lives of their own, with their own problems.That's Life suck it up princess.