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I am doing amazing! I am attending college at Weber State University and I absolutely love it. I have been having some of the best experiences up here. I love all of my classes and all of my professors. My roommates are great too!
I love being independent. It's great waking up in the morning knowing I can do what I want when I want to do it. It's been super fun so far and I can only see it getting better from here. College is like ten times better than high school. I love it!
I have a new man in my life. His name is Wes. Well.. he's not really new. I've been talking to him for three or four years and we've been on and off dating. He is so sweet. He know about everything I've been through and has been there for me through it all. He enrolled in the army and is going through basic training right now so I can't talk to him at all and it stinks! :( I got a notebook and write to him in it every night and when he comes here to see me after basic I'm going to give it to him! I'm so excited to see him when he gets out! I've got 9 more weeks until then though.. He makes me so happy though. Just thinking of him puts a huge smile on my face. He is so amazing! He calls me at night and stays on the phone with me until I fall asleep. He boosts my self esteem too. He tells me all the time how beautiful he thinks I am and stuff. I love how he puts me up on a pedestal. He talks about our future all of the time too. He says he can't wait until we're married and have children. I love the thought of that but part of me is worried. I don't know how tied down I want to get right now while I'm in college. I want to finish college before I have kids. Part of me even wants to casually date for a little bit just so I can be sure he's the one. I don't know.. I guess I'll just play things by ear. I don't want to tell him about the dating around thing because I know it would break his heart. He has been waiting for me for a very long time and finally has me. I love having the stable commitment in my life and don't want to let it go but.. at the same time I want something more... If that makes any sense at all..
Well I'd better get to my next class! I'll write again soon hopefully!
I love being independent. It's great waking up in the morning knowing I can do what I want when I want to do it. It's been super fun so far and I can only see it getting better from here. College is like ten times better than high school. I love it!
I have a new man in my life. His name is Wes. Well.. he's not really new. I've been talking to him for three or four years and we've been on and off dating. He is so sweet. He know about everything I've been through and has been there for me through it all. He enrolled in the army and is going through basic training right now so I can't talk to him at all and it stinks! :( I got a notebook and write to him in it every night and when he comes here to see me after basic I'm going to give it to him! I'm so excited to see him when he gets out! I've got 9 more weeks until then though.. He makes me so happy though. Just thinking of him puts a huge smile on my face. He is so amazing! He calls me at night and stays on the phone with me until I fall asleep. He boosts my self esteem too. He tells me all the time how beautiful he thinks I am and stuff. I love how he puts me up on a pedestal. He talks about our future all of the time too. He says he can't wait until we're married and have children. I love the thought of that but part of me is worried. I don't know how tied down I want to get right now while I'm in college. I want to finish college before I have kids. Part of me even wants to casually date for a little bit just so I can be sure he's the one. I don't know.. I guess I'll just play things by ear. I don't want to tell him about the dating around thing because I know it would break his heart. He has been waiting for me for a very long time and finally has me. I love having the stable commitment in my life and don't want to let it go but.. at the same time I want something more... If that makes any sense at all..
Well I'd better get to my next class! I'll write again soon hopefully!
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