Hey!! i am doing pretty good!!! i am happily dating a kid named Lance and i love him to death!!! i really hope that things work out between us!!!!  The only thing that is bugging is my mood. i will feed extremely happy one second and then the next i'll be wanting to cry and i don't really think that i have to much to be upset bout... besides the usual with my home life nothing out of the ordinary is going on. My dad wants me to start seeing a a shrink... idk bout it.. he says that he thinks that the whole thing with my mom is going to have long term effects and screw me up if i don't talk to someone bout it. and he's right it's just i don't know if i wanna go and pour my life out to a complete stranger... hmm.. idk...  the pressure with my family is just getting to me way bad tho.. i have way too much on my plate. i think that i need to take a huge break.  back to the mood swing thing... yesterday i woke up the happiest person in the world and then by the end of the night i was upset and crying... i don't get why i'm doing this.. i mean it's not like i wanna be sad. i'm a really happy person but sometimes i just start to feel sad and angry at stuff and i don't even know why..  well thats enough for now! ttyl