hey.... this is my first entry. well my friend jakey told me that i should get an account on here so i did and i love it!freaking life has been interesting. first of all i feel like laughing and crying all at the same time and i don't even know why. i feel like alone and depressed. and i have no idea why either. ill be happy on moment and then said the next.me and sky broke up on his birthday like a week ag... i am taking it okay for the most part. but it's like really hard to move on cuz i still love him and he pretty much hates me because of what ashley and nicole did. and i pretty much hate them for it. god they used to be two of my best friends and now i want to freakin kill them for pretty much breaking me and sky up. i feel empty without him.. incomplete. i really loved him and there will always be a peice of my heart with that kid but idk. i know its really stupid but i really really want me and him to get back together. i need him in my life. ttyl luvs