Well, yesterday was good but last night I felt the anxiety coming back.  This morning it was back and I was getting shaky.  TOM is due tomorrow (if I get it on time.  Last one was early.)  I am wondering if this has an affect on my eating (I was doing great and then binged 3 days this week as I had CRAVINGS for chocolate and cake.)  Also, I think that maybe it has something to do with the anxiety as well.  I am trying to keep track.  I did go to church this AM but I did take a Xanax before I left.  I was so grateful to be able to sit through church the whole time.  I am starting to feel a little crampy now this afternoon and I have been really tired yesterday and today. 
I binged 3 days last week, bad.  I gained 1 lb.  Back up to 150.5 lbs.  So I am going to try to lose 2 this week.  Today, so far so good.  Did 35 minutes on Wii Walk It Out and going to Zumba in a few minutes.  Paul and David are eating corned beef and cabbage and I am going to eat some fish and rice and veggies.  (Panko breaded Tilapia from Trader Joes.)  Yum!  I got in over 13,000 steps yesterday, 5 miles.  Shooting for the same for the rest of the week to get my miles over 100 for the month. 
Paul took Kona for a walk today.  That was nice.  He needs to do that more often.  The jerky customer who threatened me a few months ago?  Just sent me a series of horrible emails again this weekend.  Going to forward them to my boss.  He is demanding I call him over the weekend or respond to his email.  I am going to respond to him at 8:01 AM on Monday and no sooner.  Anyone else i would.  he keeps saying that he is going to complain as high up as he can to try to get me fired.  I am desperately trying not to let him get to me.  it isn't easy.
Sun was out this weekend but highs were only in the low to mid 40's and I am really getting tired of the cold.  Well, I hope I was able to catch up with everyone this weekend.  I tried!  Take care!  Going to be another busy week this week with work (already scheduled out several days on the road and possibly some additional overtime.)  I hope everyone has a great week!  Also going to try to read a little my new Susan Wiggs book.