Hanging in there

Day 3 on Lexapro and I can say I am doing better.  Started taking it Friday AM.  Took a Xanax around lunch time due to severe panic attack and shortly after was fine.  Friday evening I went to bowling and felt about as normal as I have felt in a long time.  Yesterday was pretty good.  Got really really sleepy last night and a little shaky but not bad, no Xanax.  So today is day 3 and praying for normal.  Appetite is a little better.  Stomach is a little better.
Have a birthday party to go to at noon with family.  Have to drive over the double decker bridge but I feel good.  Things were so scary for me that I would just think about flying in July to San Diego and get panicky!  So far, the last 3 days, this has not happened.  I am very tired this AM thought, maybe due to turning clocks forward 1 hr for Daylight Savings?
Only exercise last week was Zumba on Sunday.  May try to go to Zumba this aftenoon at 5pm if I get back from this party on time.  This week's focus is to eat healthy and try to get in a couple of days exercise and start getting back into a routine again.  Maybe take the dog for a walk a few times.  Take it slow, you know?  Calories this week were in the 1400 range and I lost a lb in spite of no exercise.  Steps are really bad.  Again, will try to do Wii Walk It out or walk the dog a few times this week and try to start picking that back up.  My crocuses are blooming and Spring is next week!  Thank God!