Watching the Tyra show and there are these woman who are over 500 lbs and the men who want them to gain weight!  OMG!  I just don't get it!  This one woman wants to get to 1000 lbs!  What a strain on their bodies!  Not to mention diabetes, heart problems, etc. 
That said, I was doing pretty good these last few weeks but slipped today.  Had a Stouffers French Bread Pizza for lunch and 5 Girl Scout Trefoil cookies.  Not horrendous and I am going to deal with it.  It is just one of those days where I am hungry and craving carbs and junk food and sweets.  I am obsessing about food today in my mind and that is not good and it is not about hunger.  Part of my excuse is just the Winter blahs.  I have been tired and unmotivated these last few weeks.  so I need to work my way out of this mental funk I am in.  That positive energy seems to be escaping me today and these last couple of days.
Our financial planner is coming here to discuss things in about 10 minutes.  This outa be good.  (words dripping with sarcasm.)  But what are we going to do?  it's scary out there. 
David is staying after school a few days a week per the agreement with the teachers to try to make up some work.  I can't sweat over this.  I have to leave this up to him.  that said, no computer or facebook or Ipod until the grades come up.  At least not during the week.
It is very overcast and dreary and 42 degrees and going to have bad rain storms.  It is just one of those days where I want to light the fireplace, curl up on the sofa with blankets and pillows, doze watching a good tear jerker movie, and eat popcorn and cookies 'til I bust or fall asleep. 

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JoyceMarilyn
JoyceMarilyn

I understand the cravings she typed as she put her hand into the corn chip bag!

LOL I do understand but how do we stop ourselves!
Kahlua13
Kahlua13

OK. not a complete loss. I ended up eating 1800 calories. Trying to stay in teh 1400 to 1500 range. I burned 1958 calories. Phew! Did 1 hr of Wii Walk It Out. Going to go watch a movie with Paul and sit on my hands and tell myself the kitchen is closed for the evening!
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You are amazing. (((hug)))
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deleted_user

Those winter blahs with get us for sure. That must be my problem too.
Have a good day.