So So
Last week was rough. I think meds are making me sleepy, and perhaps a little depressed? Not to mention what is going on here. I am so tired and feel so blah and don't feel like doing anything. I almost feel robotic at times and just want to go to bed. I can't even read my book. Have appt to go to Dr on 9/1/10. Will discuss this with him. Have not taken Xanax in a few days. Got 3 new fires last week and just feeling like getting no where. House is a mess and Paul is all stressed out and screaming. He does apologize at times. He recognizes his behavior. no panic attacks in several weeks, but a bunch of hot flashes/nausea. Today, woke up feeling like I am getting a summer cold- sore throat, sneezes, sniffles, achy, head filled up, etc.
School starts 8/31. Yeah! Not a bad summer all things considering where David is concerned, but he was grounded for quite some time for the incident at the store. I need to schedule a week to go visit my Dad and go away. I think it will help to have something to look forward to, and I need time off. I am taking 9/22 off to go see Jersey Boys on Broadway with my Mom and Paul in NYC.
I went to Atlantic City on Saturday and Sunday with some friends. It was ok. I almost didn't want to go. Paul throwing guilt trips on me did not help. 4 of us went. I did walk over 8 miles on Saturday and went dancing Saturday night at Cuba Libre in the Tropicanna. It was Latin music. A lot of fun. They even played some music I recognized from Zumba class. But there were some sleezy guys. It did make me grateful to NOT be in the dating scene, that is for sure! It was expensive, and I did throw $50 in a couple of slot machines. And the food wasn't great (hamburger and fries at Johnny Rockets for lunch!, Ben & Jerry's chocolate ice cream on the boardwalk, tortellini and grilled vegetables for dinner, pizza for a snack on the boardwalk at 2AM after dancing.) I did not drink, other than diet Coke, all night and some water. I got in over 20,000 steps on Saturday. it poured rain yesterday and we had high winds. But we had good weather for the boardwalk on Saturday. I did have a couple of bad hot flash/nausea episodes yesterday afternoon.
So trying today to get past the blahs, get back to exercise, eating better. Hopefully this cold will blow over soon.
School starts 8/31. Yeah! Not a bad summer all things considering where David is concerned, but he was grounded for quite some time for the incident at the store. I need to schedule a week to go visit my Dad and go away. I think it will help to have something to look forward to, and I need time off. I am taking 9/22 off to go see Jersey Boys on Broadway with my Mom and Paul in NYC.
I went to Atlantic City on Saturday and Sunday with some friends. It was ok. I almost didn't want to go. Paul throwing guilt trips on me did not help. 4 of us went. I did walk over 8 miles on Saturday and went dancing Saturday night at Cuba Libre in the Tropicanna. It was Latin music. A lot of fun. They even played some music I recognized from Zumba class. But there were some sleezy guys. It did make me grateful to NOT be in the dating scene, that is for sure! It was expensive, and I did throw $50 in a couple of slot machines. And the food wasn't great (hamburger and fries at Johnny Rockets for lunch!, Ben & Jerry's chocolate ice cream on the boardwalk, tortellini and grilled vegetables for dinner, pizza for a snack on the boardwalk at 2AM after dancing.) I did not drink, other than diet Coke, all night and some water. I got in over 20,000 steps on Saturday. it poured rain yesterday and we had high winds. But we had good weather for the boardwalk on Saturday. I did have a couple of bad hot flash/nausea episodes yesterday afternoon.
So trying today to get past the blahs, get back to exercise, eating better. Hopefully this cold will blow over soon.
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