Stress!
To say I am under a lot of stress is putting it mildly. Got 9 fires in last two weeks. That is pretty much a fire a day. Most of them are 2-3 hrs one way drive. Bills are piling up. Inventories are piling up. Getting back after hours. Can't return phone calls. People are mad at me. My review is in a few weeks. The emails are backing up. Last week, eating was so bad I think I made myself sick. Literally. Nauseous for days. No real exercise. I did go to Health Circleclass at the Y last night and I did exercise. No facebook, no DS for a few days now. Just too distracted and busy. Oh, and I am a glutton for punishment and had 5 thirteen year old boys doing a sleepover this weekend. (David and 4 friends.) So I feel very beat up and stressed and tired and angry. I am trying to focus and clean up and get some things done. House is a mess also. Putting Christmas stuff away. I am so mean and nasty to Paul and David lately although they are not helping. I am not a waitress, and I am not a maid for gosh sakes! They are both big enough to take care of themselves! I feel so stretched thin and everything is demanding my attention at the same time. So I wanted to come here and just let my friends know where I am at. If I could just get a break, work and home, for a short while to get my head back together, I will be fine. Thanks guys for thinking of me and all of the hugs I have gotten. I will be back soon to catch up with everyone!
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