Husband lost his last account.  He is self employed.  Now cranky and yelling all of the time.  I am so tired of him snapping at David and I.  I don't care if he goes to be a Walmart greeter, but he needs to do something.  This depression and roller coaster is just driving me nuts.  I am tired of walking on egg shells.  And if I am happy about something he sabotages it.  Misery loves company I guess.  He is jealous of my job.  Jealous of my award and recognition.  Jealous of my mom and other family members.  Jealous of my trip to Florida to be with my Dad and stepmom.  Now I think he is even jealous of my weight loss.  He has to put me down when I don't go work out but then when I get up early to work out he is upset that I wake him.  And I am so careful being quiet and not waking anyone.  I just feel like I am damned if I do and damned if I don't.  I can't MAKE him happy.  Only he can do that.  I am tired of not feeling good enough.  And husband and son are SO good at blaming everyone else for everything.  UGH!  I try to ignore him and keep to myself and keep the happy things to myself.  Then he is mad I am ignoring him.  Sometimes I feel this relationship is lopsided- me always picking him up all of the time.  What happens if I am down or depressed?  Who picks me up?  I cannot let any of this get in the way of my goals.  I have to be selfish in this aspect.  I still keep praying that some of this will rub off on him.  That he will exercise, eat better, feel better.  I don't know what the answer is for him but he needs to snap out of it!  Even the puppy runs and hides under my desk!